BlindEyeball

Yes, i like christmas. i like THIS YEARS christmas. i feel awesome! i'm in the greatest mood ever! I'm not pissed by the decoration or by having to spend these days with my family how i used to be. i'm happy :D i love my life. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

I've been at the art academy today to look at some stuff and to see what it's like to study there. And i know there is nothing else i want to do! I'll continue drawing and painting every free minute i have to get as good as i can. I really, really want to go there.. I just don't know what else to do. I could study somewhere else, but that would mean i have to move out, and i don't have any money to do so, unless i get a job, but that would probably mean i don't have much time for art. Hellyeah studying there is the only thing i want to do after graduation, it would be perfect!

so..i got one and a half weeks until school starts again..and i'm very very afraid of it. my summer has been awesome. cologne, summer breeze open air festival and parties and just chill-out days.. best summer ever. love fucked me up as it always does, but i pretty much don't care. i'm gettin used to it. i have all my friends who are always there for me, i don't need anything else. [well beer maybe]. :P