Yes, i like christmas. i like THIS YEARS christmas.
i feel awesome! i'm in the greatest mood ever! I'm not pissed by the decoration or by having to spend these days with my family how i used to be.
i'm happy
i love my life.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

I've been at the art academy today to look at some stuff and to see what it's like to study there.
And i know there is nothing else i want to do!
I'll continue drawing and painting every free minute i have to get as good as i can. I really, really want to go there..
I just don't know what else to do.
I could study somewhere else, but that would mean i have to move out, and i don't have any money to do so, unless i get a job, but that would probably mean i don't have much time for art.
Hellyeah studying there is the only thing i want to do after graduation, it would be perfect!

so..i got one and a half weeks until school starts again..and i'm very very afraid of it. my summer has been awesome.
cologne, summer breeze open air festival and parties and just chill-out days.. best summer ever.
love fucked me up as it always does, but i pretty much don't care. i'm gettin used to it.
i have all my friends who are always there for me, i don't need anything else. [well beer maybe].

so, finally my summer holidays started. and i can't tell you how freakin happy i am. no worries bout school for 6 weeks.
friends, freedom and i'm in love, what do i need more?

edit: i need beer.

well, well. i'm kinda..not as active as i'd like to be.
reason for that? life sucks as hell.
i mean i STILL kick everyones ass for sure
but it's just the fact that i don't have time for ANYTHING right now. i don't draw a lot anymore, even though i have thousands of ideas.
the little time i have i spend with my friends having parties and going out.. so i dunno when i can finish my works in progress. and i have started a lot lately. i just never finish anything. you know me.
somebody please hit me with a baseball bat so i can spend some time in hospital to freakin RELAX.